Who said Insomnia sucks? Some of the best moments, moments that I remember even now have been when I have been insomniac. Those endless nights at IIIT playing games, chatting at the canteen or just watching some Japanese anime, mid night chai sessions at amchi Santa Cruz or just doing nothing staring at the blank roof into the abyss hoping that somehow if I close my eyes long enough, I would sleep.
Don’t know if I should be thankful for that or should feel sad that I am missing out on something different. I seriously am hitting the sack really hard. Just a couple of minutes on the bed and I am off to sleep, blissful sleep. Makes me wonder what has changed. Is it the work and just that I am tired at the end of the day? Is it that I am happy and content, completely relaxed and so can sleep without any worries? or Is it just that I am used to this mundane schedule of sleeping at 12 in the night and not after breakfast. Probably there is more than meets the eye.
God, can I please have my insomniacity back. Just for a little while, maybe only on the weekends so that I can relive all those seconds that seem like minutes, never ending. So that I can have time to write and read more. So that I can have time to email my friends and family. So that I can have to do everything that I have wanted to do….
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